February 2012
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I’ll never be satisfied with myself.
Today has just been really shitty, in my opinion. I wake up tired, even though I went to bed at a reasonable hour. My Intro to Comp class was pointless, considering I’ve gotten the same lecture already, 3 times now. Therefore I just looked up cars on Craigslist. I had an hour break, I studied for psych a little bit but I suddenly got tired so I stopped and just chilled. I went to ASL and we...
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Anxiety fucking sucks. I should probably start taking my medicine again.
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I wish I could love myself, because I honestly don’t. I’ve been laying in bed with my boyfriend for the past 5-6 hours now, and I can’t even fall asleep because my anxiety has me awake and worrying. I feel like I’m never going to be good enough. I try so hard to look and feel attractive and it just never works out. We’ve watched like 4-5 episodes of L.A. Ink...